hey guys as you've all noticed I haven't been making sure I was alive for months now .____.
I am bonkers sorry for that xD
ummm so far I'm trying to get myself into a comp, by
who I might recommend to watch, because she is an awesome artist/ lovely person
anywho, thankies so much for remembering me, my lovely DA friends, please know I totally love you guys,
after all these months I have still been remembered :']
and it's encouraging because I had a rough college start, and now after allot of getting out more,
and finding my confidence through meeting new people, I feel like I can do so much more with my art,

oh yes the manga dream is totally not there anymore,
I was young and foolish and I admitted it.
'huzzah~!!~!~!' my mum says ' the day has come~!' =____='''
I would like to make a mini version though in future,
but that would be it,
I can't imagine myself drawing 24 hours every day. @____@'''
I would end being like Gollum, editing my manga and not eating anything while saying ' Precious~~~ precious manga, yaoi~! kawaii...~'
that'd be creepy ._____.

although, I would like to become an illustrator, make my own books,
or design something for products with my characters,
something like that,
I being totally easy with my options now,
so yup, yay Oni has grown up

anywayz news flash I'm making a separate account now, you guys can also find me here
my newer account I'll be adding more pics here, as soon as I get myself, a dam scanner,
it's a really long story about my old one,
so straight to the point,
it's old, only functions on my old comp, not good results, (waist of money) and even my old comp broke =__________=''''
please mind my persistent ranting, xD hahaha
(not that anyone would read it.)


so yes Oni over and out,
I hope you guys have a lovely week next week~!
wish you all the happiness in the world~! 8D
love ya~!

Oni~

[link] has won the 3000 pages snapshot comp,
sadly her other account got hacked, darn those hackers, they're everywhere >_>;
so yup first thing to do~


also in other news, I have a new live journal which I hope everyone would like to visit~!
I worked very hard on it x] [link]

Oni~

yup so if anything gets a screenshot of it and note it to me,
I'll do a request for them,
good luck everyone~

Oni~

p.s.

_{(indecent things like gore and porn will not suffice)}

It was freaking snowing yesterday!!!
and I had a day off too!!!! x]
and being out in the snow was pure awesomeness~!!!

my cousin came over to play with me and my siblings out on the snow~
it was kinda stupid the fact that my sister and her made a snow man,
and my brother wanted to make his own,
and I was being emo too making a snow bunny... ¬_¬'''

in the end, I was making progress and they gave up and got tired, xD
so instead they ran off playing snow ball fights,
When I was done, they came over and saw my huge bunny with leaf ears,
and you know something they where even betting I wouldn't last,
but I actually succeeded~!

they even had the nerve to butt into my snow bunny and put raisins to make funny face,
and stick carrot in it's mouth to make it look like Bugs Bunny... =_=''''''

aw well, we had fun otherwise~
x]

btw My cousin will be sending the pics to me soon, unfortunately my battery HAD to run low on my camera and I only took one pic and it isn't all that good, but soonsoon~
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oh yes in other news, lol
I've written a new story, but only momentarily it will stay up,
so please read it soon when you have the chance, the story is called 'Bellisima'.

(UPDATE)

removed~ sawwy :/

oh well, that's all folks ;]

Oni~

Doing very well now, and yup,
so how is everyone else doing?

oh yes that reminds me to finish the picture I promised to trade with Maria-chan,
I'm so sorry but please bear the wait, pweeeez? x3
it's be ready soon, I just bought my quality pencils last week,
still trying to get use to them, but they're really awesomely awesome, I'm the happiest artist on the planet xD
thanks to my mom who gave me 20 pounds to lend, still owe her some money too,
but overall i'm so very grateful to her, even if we fight, and she kinda bugs me about wearing clothes I feel comfy in to college >_>;
that's a mom for you~

oh well enough of my silly mouth, thankies to anyone who was bothered to look at my work,
i dunno why allot of people say, 'you're so good, how come your views aren't enough?'.

um
1) I don't believe I'm incredibly good or anything, there are so many artists who are way more professional than I am, and i don't have many facilities that are high tech. @_@

2) Um ,views don't matter to me actually, they did when I was younger and much foolisher, and i don't 100% dedicate myself to DA much anymore, I just want to make my techniques better and improve a whole lot more, so any criticism from anyone who has experience will suffice.

3) the reason why it is rarely that I submit work, is that I use the college's scanner instead of my homes, mine's kinda recked and broken, and not only that, so has my computer in my room is not working for some weird reason, so please expect my work along week days from mondays-fridays.

oh well that's enough of me,
thankies everyone
Oni~